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W KOREA JUNE 2024 | HWANG HYUNJIN ☆
#createskz#bystay#userdramas#dancerachasource#boyidoledit#malegroupsnet#asiancentral#stray kids#hyunjin#skz#hwang hyunjin#hello.....#it's been 2 months since i posted here#i tried to open ps multiple times to gif but i hate everything#this turned out ok tho#maybe i'll be here more again#anyway the first gif 🫠🫠🫠
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June 26, 2024 - Wednesday
I’ve been trying my hardest to enjoy and fully utilize this season of free time I have before my internship starts. I haven’t gotten summer off in a while until this year and so far I’ve been doing laundry outside, visiting gardens with friends, trying to sew clothes, and reading lots of books. It’s not all fun and games tho I’m also taking classes and doing a lot of family stuff and struggling to stay healthy lol but it’s not too bad since I’m not alone in any of it, Alhamdulillah ✨
#it’s been like 2 months since my last post#I missed posting here tbh#turns out finding pics that match each other is fun enough to miss lol#notes#studyblr#studyspo
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quickly popping in while i'm feeling well enough today to post a lil something for Gaming's debut!
im also screaming they really did give him canon canto psychic damage... he's like me fr fr
and in case i'm not well enough on the day of, early happy lunar new year everyone!! 恭禧發財!!
#fanart#genshin impact#gaming genshin#dont wanna make a post about it here since i use this as an archive/portfolio for event applications but ...#it's been mentioned on my other socials im still in recovery from getting sick 2 months ago hence the 'feeling well' and my absence#hope the new year is treating yall well#man chai#yip gaming#art
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my favorite bookworm
#ok as u can tell (like everything I post here) super rushed and scribble bahahahahahahahahah#trying to get likeness without many lines & as fast as possible…🥲#I hope I get better😆#today all I did was art#my hands have finally stopped shaking so much since I had Covid for a whole month (🥲) and I started tattooing a lot#but lots of practice bc it’s been so long🥲🥲🥲#I love how the tattoo turned out though#then I did an acrylic underpainting for an oil self-portrait I’m going to do tomorrow#bc the last one was in 2021😳 I posted it to my Twitter if u want to see#and then I went and bought LOTS OF BOOKS for my 2 year old nephew…need to get him started early😆#and then I got home and I had…15 min for this little scribble#idk I wanted to post it even though it doesn’t look like him#but the last eloise drawing I did didn’t look like her either😆😆#anyways bookworm Sebastian supremacy#I love the posr so tbh I might redo it sometime soon but like. actually good#and I need to do the next illustrstion for my fic I already have it sketched out and everything!!!!!!!!!#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow fanart
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shhhh she's on the phone
#my last post was 2 months ago oops#i haven't posted anything pokemon related on here lol#but ive been a huge pokemon fan since like forever so yeah#i actually haven't played scarlet and violet yet#but my friend showed me rika and she became my bisexual reawakening#i need her so bad.#pokemon#pokemon fanart#pokemon scarlet and violet#rika#rika pokemon#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#rkgk
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at first getting diagnosed with cptsd was like, "yay my trauma has been validated (it always was valid)!" and i really thought that was going to be it, but then i started to do research as i do whenever i realize i have something and learned that!! the way i experience socialization is!! quite horrid actually!!
#i have had this stupid fucking rule for myself for years since i was little#''dont speak unless you're spoken to or else something bad will happen. nobody wants to hear what you have to say unless they ask''#I TELL MYSELF THAT ALL THE TIME????#AND I DIDNT REALIZE IT WASNT NORMAL#thats not something that healthy people think to themselves whenever they want to talk to people. they just talk to them#they dont tell themselves not to speak to people for fear of what may happen to them jesus christ spacie#i get so scared when i message anybody ANYTHING#bc everything and anything i wanna talk about feels so stupid why would anyone give a shit#staring at a funny joke i want to send someone for 30 fucking minutes before deleting it b/c my brain is like ''errmm who cares?''#''also they're going to yell at you for wasting their time!!!''#i sent my friend a meme once and had a panic attack (or maybe a flashback?? im still trying to figure out what they are) immediately after#this shit sucks dude. it sucks#at least im processing what happened to me. thats why it hurts so bad rn its been stockpiled for like.#2 decades#im not looking for any sympathy here im just putting it out there#so that anybody who feels the same way i do know they're not alone#ive been struggling everyday for like 2 months now (actually DEFINITELY longer)#it will get better. things just need to be taken one step at a time#i have gotten thru my worst days i have a 100% success rate#how many days have i been alive#7930#lightwork#lets keep it goin#vent#trauma tw#trauma mention#wrote this post thru a flashback btw!! dealing with them is getting easier#before i would be unable to function for days at a time!!!#with one of the most recent ones i had i was so in the thick of it i avoided everyone i knew for a week cuz i was convinced#i was an evil unlovable freak that only wanted to hurt people
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ghost story premiere day! check @melliotwrites for more info
#*there's less than a day left* me: does this count as a prediction :33 sorry it's vague i just predict Vibes. stream sheep in wolf country#last several hours i can post this before it comes across as a Reading Comprehension Cringefail! due to the new update (premiere)#which is also to say i've rushed it in the last 24h after cc told me ''go for it''. i haven't digitally rendered like this since i was 15#in lieu of character designs falling into my lap from above i give you wolf & sheep & wolf & sheep. also House. also fire and water concept#brought to you by (1) general excitement i've been swept up in // (2) cc; who i messaged yesterday with a sketch on a half-wet receipt#and was an enabler of this nonsense // (3) copious usage of the procreate liquify tool and eyedropping colours from the pinterest boards#(4) '' rotatable 👍 '' from cc which means that the house in water isn't beset by reflections and vague. and this work is rotatable.#bonus points if you treat both sides as a spot the difference game.#tempted to print this out as like a6 merch. lowkey. // (4) me rendering last minute on the last possible day [art proj flashbacks] //#(5) ghost story art draft 1 i did like dec last year involving a shelf; incense sticks; peeling paint; spilled cup; the whole shebang -#if you look at the water house there's incense sticks in the window. yippee! had fun with that... it never made it out of sketch.#and then i lost the paper. alas. sorry i guess that was fated to never be. here's attempt 2.0 with months of hindsight#anyways let's talk really quick about song assocs! water imagery @idk you anymore // sheep in wolf country!! pretty obv. above#there's a house & there isn't a house. much House. idk how else to put it. // also that one timeline (not a song) saying <house burns down>#incense sticks mentioned in i breathe in you breathe out // the lighting for the field of grass comes from there's a house:#'where the grass looks like fire sick with anticipation'. also in the same song: pond mentioned 💥💥 body of water moment //#also also the house in this work is like. if you took the ghost story header & the ghost story programme houses and smushed them tgt#except i was lazy to render wood that clearly. and last note here is that the smoke was kinda insp from how clouds are done in chinese art.#ghost story musical
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I have only one word and one word only : CRI CRI CRI CRI CRI CRI CRI CRI CRI
"I intended to skip Purgatory 2 to catch up faster on VODs since I was told they were unrelated lore-wise But my biggest mistake was to vibe check all the new players - I was not expecting to completely fall head over heels for Team Capybara, hot damn I love them all so much ????" - Me, February 2024
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I took @sunshinetomioka's werewolf Guill headcanon and ran with it btw, credit to it
#you have no idea how painful it was of a dilemma for me to only pick one outfit for Jinki i am so bitter about it#JimmyBoyyy#Bastet#Bagi#TheGuill84#Scottonauta#Jinkiwinkki#the common factors between all the brazilians is the nose piercing#wait no actually this Bagi design doesn't have one here for some reason but my usual one does#btw i was hesitant for a long time before posting this because I didn't know what to think of my Bagi design U_U#Bagi is a veteran player which means I came up with a design for her months ago AND seperately from the Purgatory 2 new crew#and I had this artistic direction with all my other designs for veteran players that they would all look bruised and bloodied with dirty-#-torned up clothes and what not because it was Purgatory 1 back then (which is why my poor girl Bagi looks rOuGH here)#but then when I started drawing the new players I made them all look shiny and brand new#and I still cleaned up Bagi in her Purg2 version (no blood on her outfit !!) but she still clashes a bit with everyone else so idk man.#Also theres my watermark on this one when i said i wouldnt do that anymore for q fanarts#because this post has been up and ready since February and I lost the original files because I have a bad habit of not ctrl+S#ah et à mes mutu fr : Guill c'était le seul fr de tout qsmp dont je n'avais jamais regardé le contenu avant voilàdesbisousbye#qsmp#purgatory 2#qsmp purgatory 2#mcyt#my art
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can you buy me pads?
#text#undertale yellow#am i gonna try and tag as many characters as i can? Yes. here we Go.#dalv#martlet#ceroba ketsukane#chujin ketsukane#starlo#feisty five#(<- sorry you're getting the Group Tag treatment.)#undertale yellow spoilers#<- ??? it's been like 2 months since it's come out idk if we're still doing spoilers here. w/e#FUN SECRET POST LORE:#ed has 2 dollars left bc mooch did what she does best.#mooch did not buy pads and instead Did Her Thing in the store. and she got caught :(#uty textposts
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🤍🫂🌹
#this is a very very soft announcement bc it might change (as you know me smh 🙄)#as some might remember i said like 1-2 months ago that id see how i feel about tumblr after cmi11.5 and see whether i want#to stay or close that chapter of my life! and i've been thinking about it a lotttt these days and i keep going back and forth#but i think depending on how everyone likes Entertainer it might be my last fic on here 🤍#which again.. can change depending on my mood n motivation.. im also not saying this to get attention etc but to inform you where i stand :)#writing is just a looooot of effort and tumblr has been vvv quiet (i also think my blog has lost some relevance but that's okay!! things#move fast)#i have soooo many wips i love lol 😭 but im not sure if i have the energy to write 20-40k stuff when nobody's around anymore :(#but let's see how you like Entertainer bc im vvv excited for it!! 🥰 keep spreading love until then <3#love you guys sm 🤍#might delete since it's an unsure post.. just wanted those who see this or care to know 🫂
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it’s all chaos for the birds (april 2023)
#anthro art#furry art#anthro#bird anthro#artists on tumblr#i put up my art vs artist post on ig this year#idk if i’m gonna upload it here tho. go check it out if u want#this is one of the pieces that made it into the grid#bc it’s my favourite piece i’ve drawn all year#& sure it’s p old now#i’ve improved a lot since then#but i absolutely love it anyway#i remember how i felt when i finished it & i haven’t had that much pride in my work since then#still have been proud of lots of pieces ofc#but this one was like….woah dude#esp as 2 months earlier i was still drawing simplistic bgs#& i drew the inside of a car & a gun etc like woah#(it didn’t do as well as the pieces before & after it on ig hahah but still)#cw guns#cw smoking#cw alcohol#i’ll have some new art soon. been working on a commission & had wrist pain so yaknow
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ok, i know i've done this analysis before though it has been an addition to another post of mine and most people only see the first post - soooo i'm gonna list the main points on here again
ok first i was like - this looks like fyodor, right? like the hair, the wound, the white clothes, and ofc the fact that he is nailed to a cross. fyodor sees himself as a kind of messiah, so it would make sense for him to think that he's dying for the sins of others. he also lies his actions and his life into god's hands as in "he's doing what god would want". come to think of it, fyodor's death might be fyodor's way of "cleansing the earth of sin" but i don't know if he sees it that way. anyways, i'm going to explain now why i think this is fyodor up there and why i think this scene already foretold fyodor's death.
now, there's so much to find in the light novel. we see fyodor at the end of the untold origins adaption and this might be a very obvious hint that fyodor's death is foretold in untold origins already. but the stage play reveals a lot, too.
first of all the stage play's summary is "an angel who murders", specifically an angel that kills their own kind.
that sounds an awful lot like fyodor doesn't it? he wants to kill all ability users after all. Now, i see fyodor in the murderer here, but i also see him in the victim bc of the following quote.
fyodor has been stabbed (not with a knife but yk), he fell with the helicopter, and he was poisoned. The heavy water could possibly count as strangulation but that might be me reaching. while most of this could also connect to dazai, he was shot by fyodor, not stabbed. it could potentially also relate to sigma, who fell with the elevator, was strangled by teruko and one could potentially say he was poisoned by fyodor's memories. also there is nothing unique about the ways they are murdered. fyodor sees sigma as an ordinary man. i'm kinda torn on this.
"if it was an angel, they would use the devine blade in their hand" like come on...
it's said in the stage play that there are 12 victims. someone in the other post mentioned that there were 12 apostles, though i don't know how this would make much sense in this context other than the connection to fyodor, that sees himself as jesus 2.0
ofc ofc there's also the judas x jesus dynamic between nikolai and fyodor here. nikolai being the one that wants to kill fyodor and "hires" dazai to do just that. though ofc nikolai regrets it immediately. also if we connect the 12 apostles that would be the 12 victims of the play or rather of fyodor, nikolai would've been beyond those victims, too. he was supposed to die.
also, i know this is about murakami BUT "the killer became the victim"!!!
idk if i have a final point here other than "look! this is connected!", but thank you anyways for everyone that commented on the last post, i included a lot of your points as well (if you want to be tagged, i'll do that ofc :3)
thank you for reading!
#thank you for reading that and thank you again to everyone rbing that last post#it just bothered me that only the first post was being rbed and idk i wanted this to have more presence lmao#if i made any mistakes or if i missed anything gladly lmk or add onto this i'd love to hear additions <3#bsd analysis#bsd fyodor#bsd spoilers#bsd season 5#bsd#uh yea idk if it was necessary to write this all out again but here we are xD#it's been only 2 months since i uploaded the other post??? this is crazy!
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A chat with death
#cult of the lamb#cotl ratau#cotl fox#cult of the lamb fanart#it's been like 2 months since i lasted posted cotl on here but i've fallen back into it thanks to these two
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[ID: a drawing of travis the tractor from bob the builder, smiling. a lot of the coloring and shading is very scribbly. end ID]
travis is my favorite 🚜👍
#bob the builder#travis#saw cute btb fanart the other day and was like hmm.. got nothin better 2 do!#and now im 5 seasons in. still truckin. havin a blast#i am putting all these little machines into a box and jangling them around (affectionate)#if anyone takes this as a recommendation to watch it tho pls do the UK version if u watch in english#not a fan of the US voice acting lol#idk how the other language dubs hold up tho i can only personally vouch against the US 🙅#also i just checked and realized its been 4 months since i posted my own art on here ummmmm Hello Every1
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I SHOULD MAKE A NEW PINNED TELLING WHAT ACCOUNTS I ACTUALLY USE lol [This is a reminder for myself for tomorrow]
#vi.txt#NEED TO MAKE MY BLOG A BIT MORE ORGANIZED#ALSO YALL ARE GONNA SEE ME EXPERIMENT WITH MY ART FROM HERE ON#MOSTLY BC SOME OF THE ART IM POSTING IS LIKE 2 MONTHS OLD lol#SO U WILL SEE LIKE MY ARTSTYLE JUMP A BIT ALL OVER THE PLACE SINCE IM NOT POSTING THEM IN ORDER FROM QHEN I MADE THEM 2K3NRRBR#AND BC IVE BEEN TRYING TO EXPERIMENT MORE WITH MY ART LATELY SO YEAH :3
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Just saw this comment on a story posted a month ago.
*cries in Eddie Munson Solo Series no one wanted to read, interact with or request for*
No shade to the person that commented this on their own fic if you recognize it. It's not their fault. I'm not mad at them. More crying in the tags.
#and no I didn't tag the solo series like I normally would because it's not about THAT. It's not about trying to get people to read it#It was just really ouchie to see the same concept I wrote 2 years ago get triple the notes in ONE MONTH.#and double the notes of my solo series masterlist in general in one month vs 2 years of my stories sitting there rotting#Then I see people saying they need more solo Eddie and I'm just here like my dudes I begged for requests. BEGGED. But bc I wasn't#/have never been a popular writer people don't want it from ME. It's like omg we want THIS but not like that. Not from you.#Can't help but let it get you down when nothing has changed in 2 years. It's not like I worked my way up and have the interaction now#that every other blog I used to commiserate with back in the day is getting currently. Fandom isn't a competition but it's not fair either#and I really struggle with that a lot of the time#Also yes I will concede I should be happy with the notes on the solo series because they are the highest of all the work on my page but#they're still nothing compared to what some people have just hours after posting a new story.#I saw someone complaining the other day that there are less new stories in the fandom than ever 1. That's simply not true. 2. Even if it wa#can you blame writers for giving up when readers are checking the same popular blogs over again or reading the same 5 tropes the same#2 pairings over and over. The same series? Over and over. Ignoring everything else and then complaining that their faves don't post enough?#That the popular writer with the incredible series (that rightfully deserves interaction) hasn't posted a new dad!eddie or rockstar!eddie#drabble in ages meanwhile there are writes out there pouring their souls into dad!eddie and no one reads it. There is so much rockstar Eddi#smut out there that it could sustain a brand new reader for an entire year before they needed a new fic#Idk man. I'm just feeling so defeated. I write for fun now. But there was a point in time where I desperately tried to build a platform by#offering requests and writing a lot of things I would not otherwise write to try and gain traction on my page and every time I see another#food fucking fic get hundreds of notes I get so sad that I wrote that stupid Melon fic because I had people in my life that told me#they would be excited to read it and for what? One of them still talks to me. The others moved on so fast. Most didn't even reblog it.#Some of them have since written their own food fucking fics that got triple the notes of my OG. Again. No shade to them. I don't own the#concept. It's just disheartening and fucking sad above all else. How hard I tried to get people to LIKE me and my stories. 😂#Just sad hours in general tonight my guys. Going to go and pour the bad feelings into Aftermath and then maybe make a bad life choice and#pour all my savings into an ipad#YES I KNOW first world problems. I know. That's why I try not to talk about it bc it seems so petty considering the state of the world#But you can't help what gets you down#EMMs Journal#EMM's Journal
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